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Somnambulatingas time goes by... May 18 *Slow Dance**This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. *
*SLOW DANCE* *Have you ever watched kids * *On a merry-go-round?* *Or listened to the rain* *Slapping on the ground? * *Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? * *Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?* *You better slow down.* *Don't dance so fast. * *Time is short.* *The music won't last.* *Do you run through each day* *On the fly?* *When you ask How are you? * *Do you hear the reply? * *When the day is done* *Do you lie in your bed * *With the next hundred chores * *Running through your head?* *You'd better slow down * *Don't dance so fast.* *Time is short.* *The music won't last.* *Ever told your child, * *We'll do it tomorrow?* *And in your haste,* *Not see his sorrow?* *Ever lost touch,* *Let a good friendship die * *Cause you never had time * *To call and say,"Hi" * *You'd better slow down. * *Don't dance so fast.* *Time is short.* *The music won't last.* *When you run so fast to get somewhere * *You miss half the fun of getting there. * *When you worry and hurry through your day, * *It is like an unopened gift.... * *Thrown away.* *Life is not a race.* *Do take it slower* *Hear the music* *Before the song is over. * *--------------------* wel~another sad story~cn do nth bt forward da email n pray~rely love da poem~only when things r lost we cn realise how important they are~sad bt true~we cn never learn~
alex May 10 回王倩的一封信－论鼻血的起因经过和结果与找房回忆录产生的必然联系前略－－
找啊找啊找房子－－5个月流水帐日记
1月初－－决定和原定的同居者散伙。原因：因为她总嚷嚷着一年后就和男朋友同居让偶嫉妒，其实是怕她赖上自己和偶大搞蕾丝边。补充声明：这个罪恶念头在偶妈的煽风点火中孕育而生。
1月底－－回学校，犹豫苦恼是否要摊牌。具体心路历程请参见要揣飞糟糠之妻的陈某某。
2月初－－最后还是说了。偶有罪，偶没同情心，偶自私自利！！！补充声明：因为找到了新同居者兴奋激动下一时说遛了嘴，现在还在后悔不已－当初咋就那么不坚定乜，应该将错就错一骗到底啊！！补充之补充声明：夜半三更偶躲在厕所里给新同居人（未搞定中）无厘头地发了一条短信：你，要和偶住咩？结果第2天清晨又在厕所里接到回答：很愿意！（她居然答应了）于是偶在厕所里嘎嘎大笑。
2月底－－在即将摆脱蕾丝边阴影的对未来的美好憧憬中，浪费了N多时间上网找房子。结果给告知：太早了，1，2个月后再来吧。偶泪～～～期间偶的新同居人明智地冷眼旁观，按兵不动。偶的旧同居人居然没有一哭二闹三上吊，也没给我冷脸子看，让等着挨批斗的偶无限惊讶。后被告知：你还有利用价值，猪还要养肥了宰乜～～～偶再泪～
3月初起－－偶和偶的新同居人整装待发踏上找房子的征途。在网上查了N多房产公司，平均两个人要600英镑左右（不包括电费暖气费，水费不花钱）的高昂价格立刻把偶们吓退了。偶们大喊：偶们不要起居室不要双人床不要停车位不要浴缸厨房5平米就够卧室有小桌就成给偶们便宜点吧～～被揣飞，黯然下场～～～于是我们返回亲耐的学校寻求经济援助，决定的当天就错过了第一次租房展示。偶奋起直追，电话来EMAIL去终于在偶的胁迫下把房子的清单A到了手。于是乎－－
第一次看房－－偶没起来床。（挺压韵地HOHO）据新同居人（以下一律用HSU代替）所说那房子居然要一片建筑里的人瓜分3个洗衣机。为了偶的白白床单着想－PASS掉～
第二次看房－－因为是下午4点所以偶终于赶去了。挺宽敞（因为没几个家具），挺亮堂（因为墙壁刷得惨白），所以偶们当即拍板－就介个拉～于是偶开开心心回荷兰度假（在家度假，汗～）因为在家无所事事所以给学校去个电话慰问一下，结果被告知：那房早飞咧～～～复活节后回学校偶和HSU抱头痛哭，从此记住了看完房就要立刻去签合同的血泪教训。此时学校的房子已经差不多被瓜分完毕，本着挑剩下的没好货的伟大道理，偶们重新投入了私人房产公司的怀抱。在经过无数上网搜索EMAIL询问电话预约的洗礼下，偶们终于找到了那ONE IN THE MILLION！！而此时已经是5月初了，于是～
第三次看房－－第三次之第一次－－偶又睡过头了。HSU单刀赴阵，结果因为那家装了私锁，大家和房产公司小跑腿一起在外面晾了半天也没进去，偶接到消息后暗暗庆幸。第三次之第二次－－3天后，终于找到钥匙了。因为是下午4点所以偶也终于赶去了。（这句话偶是不是刚说过，汗）虽然地板旧了点厨房窄了点卧室乱了点，不过基本满意。偶们当即拍板并且立刻向房产公司办公室跑去。 在路上，偶：偶怎么心里不踏实啊～ HSU：偶们不是正往那赶咩，一定能拿到！ 偶：不行，偶得先给他们打电话预定！（又不是餐馆定桌子，汗） 电话中，接待小哥：对不起，5分钟之前您要的房子已被签走。 偶大惊：可，可是刚刚才是第一次看房啊啊啊啊～ 接待小哥：他们可能是一人在办公室堵着一人去看房结果就电话联系就这个那个耐个介个你知道了哈？ 偶们无语向苍天：又学了一招！－－第二次的血泪教训结束。
第四次看房－－被打击了许多次偶已经麻木了。于是不紧不慢地穿好衣服就要下楼，结果一看表就剩10分钟咧。咋办乜，跑着去太没形象了而且又不认路，估计迷路也得迷个10几20分吧。于是乎，偶在路边小招手：TAXI～～～ 路上司机大叔笑呵呵地查问了偶的籍贯，然后笑呵呵地进行荷兰和爱丁堡的天气对比，最后笑呵呵地收了偶5英镑。555555555～在找房中第一次受到直接经济损失，偶记住你了司机大叔，等下次喝醉了专找你车吐哇哈哈哈。在下车的一瞬间偶就看到了那栋楼，因为门口的施工太显眼了，印象分扣20！在接着爬了3层阴暗楼梯后印象分已经不及格了。在门打开后，偶的心跳骤然达到120！多么美好啊！看！卧室里有床有衣柜有桌子，开放式厨房简洁美观，连带的客厅有柔软的沙发，居然还是厕所和浴室分开版！偶晕了。正在偶要幸福地撞墙时，偶的短信响了，原来是HSU在喊救命：ALEX偶迷路了！！！偶暗叹：真是近猪者＃＃＃啊～ 于是偶潇洒地打回电话：偶是打车来地偶也不知道怎么来地你就慢慢找吧嘎嘎～ 在汇报完偶看到的美好景象后，HSU沉默了，只听见偶的小心肝噗通噗通噗通通。 HSU：这房子7月份租期开始，在那之前你让我找谁去！ 偶：啊啊啊你不能随便找个犄角旮旯把东西一塞自己爱哪哪去咩！！！ 说着话，偶已经坚定地朝大门外走去。 偶：算了反正这门口在施工又朝着大街又离学校步行20分钟以上又～～（省略N个缺点）你还是回家吧不用来拉。 HSU：偶早就往家走拉哈哈。（汗） 于是乎，这次曲折的看房就不了了之了～～～顺便提一句：偶为了节省回去的路费（5英镑巨款）自己勇敢地找路回家，居然没怎么迷路，不过也是在风中光着肚肚走了50分钟，蒙受了经济上身体上精神上的共同打击～泪～
第五次看房－－偶又没起来床。（历史总是重复的！）这悲剧，其实就发生在今天。11：30AM，HSU的短信把偶从梦乡惊醒。本想装作没看到但在良心的折磨下（主要怕HSU一怒下和偶散伙）回了电话，被告知一切都好，只是有个卧室只有桌子但没床。（那还叫卧室咩？） 偶：你可以克服咩？ HSU：没问题！不就一床咩！有桌子放电脑就成！（由此可以看出偶们多热爱偶们地专业！） 偶：那你就签去吧！顺便问一句，偶的房间怎样？ HSU：甚好！ 偶不放心：有什么乜？ HSU：有床！ 偶：那好，别的乜？ HSU：。。。。。。 偶：。。。咳咳，不会连衣柜都没有吧。 HSU：。。。。。。 偶：。。。算了，偶自己买！不过有地方放咩？ HSU：。。。。。。 偶：。。。。。。（终于光荣阵亡） HSU失望之至，因为她从偶暧昧地态度上了解到这一次又成不了。 于是偶本着偶不入地狱谁入地狱的伟大精神妥协到：要不然你就签去吧，一切等拿到房子再说！（偶嘿嘿嘿，看拿到房子了看偶怎么给你折腾！） HSU惊喜。 偶经过前2次的血泪教训，谨慎地给房产公司打电话：喂喂，偶要预约＃＃＃房子。 接待小姐：偶们这没这一出，您那自己腿儿着过来吧～ 偶泪：那偶问问那房子飞了没乜？接待小姐：未曾（偶大吐气）－不过，你们是几个人乜？ 偶：当然是2个。 接待小姐：夫妻？ 偶汗：不不不普通朋友。 接待小姐：那就对不起您拉，这房只给夫妻或单人，不支持朋友关系。 偶：。。。哇哈哈哈真相只有一个！原来这就是那小房间没有床的秘密！！！ 等下HSU在电话里的沉默抓狂自然略过不提，第四次看房就在这一片诡异气氛中静静落幕了～
黑夜悄悄降临（早上3点49分，窗外小鸟早就起床开始乱叫了），明天（今天？）又将会有2次看房预约在等待着偶们！偶们不能惧怕，一定要鼓足勇气迎接这艰难的血泪考验！不过这样子看来，偶又会因睡眠不足起不来床了。至此，偶只想说一句（还没说够啊），那就是：如果上天再给偶一次机会，偶一定要说：偶要房！！！如果硬要加上一个期限，那就是：无期贷款！！！
好了，只是篇考前综合症作用下产生的无聊恶搞文，为了回报你MAIL里那句“补得流鼻血”让偶无聊地嘎嘎大笑了5分钟而胡乱堆成的。虽然这些事偶不知和人说了几百遍了，可是重新回忆起来，再把这些回忆变成文字时还是让偶不能自制地嘎嘎大笑（事实是从头笑到尾，真对不起偶邻居咩哈哈）。一会就贴到SPACE上去，题目嘛，就叫“回王倩的一封信－论鼻血的起因经过和结果与找房回忆录产生的必然联系”好咩？（换口气先）总而言之，言而总之，（偶还真没完了，泪）以后吃药膳可千万别过火啊，吃玩流鼻血就流了吧，你还非要特意写信告诉我；告诉了就告诉了吧，可偶还非觉得好笑；笑就笑了吧，可又勾起了偶的回忆；回忆就回忆了吧，可又刺激得偶写这样一篇烂文；写就写了吧，可偶自己又被折磨的乐个不停；乐就乐了吧，可又要刺激着偶继续写；写就写了吧，。。。。。。（请自动循环往复N次，N趋于无限大）你看看你看看，现在知道可吃药膳有多严重了吧嘎嘎嘎嘎～～～
某无聊之人于2006年5月10日清晨4点02分
再补充一句：里面有事实有捏造有妄想有夸张，有咩意见不要和偶说尤其是HOLLY写你的那段99％是事实啊不，是夸张，懂咩就是写作手法一种其实真的和事实有关啊不，无关。555偶不说了你自己看着办吧～
等待发落的某人嘎嘎暗笑中～ April 19 A Pain That I'm Used To -- DMA Pain That I'm Used To
Lead singer: Dave Gahan
Songwriter: Martin L. Gore
Publishing info: ©2005 EMI Music Publishing Ltd. administred by EMI Blackwood Music Inc., BMI. All rights reserved. Lyrics electronically reprinted with permission.
Appears on: "Playing The Angel" album
I'm not sure
What I'm looking for anymore I just know That I'm harder to console I don't see who I'm trying to be Instead of me But the key Is a question of control Can you say What you're trying to play anyway I just pay While you're breaking all the rules All the signs that I find Have been underlined Devils thrive on the drive That is fuelled All this running around Well it's getting me down Just give me a pain that I'm used to I don't need to believe All the dreams you conceive You just need to achieve Something that rings true There's a hole in your soul Like an animal With no conscience Repentance unknown Close your eyes Pay the price for your paradise Devils feed on the seeds That are sown Can't conceal what I feel What I know is real No mistaking the faking I care With a prayer in the air I will leave it there On a note full of hope Not despair All this running around Well it's getting me down Just give me a pain that I'm used to I don't need to believe All the dreams you conceive You just need to achieve Something that rings true cudnt find its full mp3 version online...wel didnt really try^^...wil put it on after get da cd~~ or cn watch its video on their website -- http://archives.depechemode.com/video/music_videos/47.html
thinkin abt upgradin quicktime, so annoyin cnt save movies...but stil more like mediaplayer~~mayb becoz of all da skins i downloaded 4 it lol~~~
humm...5 days to exams...no preparation at all...dead~
alex March 28 Recently...recently feel quite empty, trying to fulfil myself...words are weak, need to do some real work...speak less and do more? i should have realized that eariler on...
anyway it is not too late yet.
alex December 11 Exodus
duno y it cant be displayed...or only not on my laptop? anyway here is da link mms://mmc.daumcast.net/mmc/1/500/0500524000103h.wmv enjoy~ alex November 20 sound of heavenduno how to addin a media player.....juz used da html here.....anyway SWICTCH ON UR SOUNDER RITE NOW~~~~~~~u can also download da video from http://file.qyule.com/upload/2005-08-30/pljyk3ggT5J4mJ8R.wmv ~~~okie enjoy guys~~~~~ November 11 friday is not my day...its garfields monday...its ended n it starts...i cn never escape...星期五上午11点，是我的崩溃临界点。
几小时内能完成的东西，被我拖拖拉拉了1个星期。黑白颠倒，头疼胃疼，连着几天都是早上6点别人起床我睡觉。。。
真的不能再这样下去了。总是没计划，以为凭自己的小聪明到最后一天，一小时，一秒种总能有办法解决，可最后就是完成了也是闹了个心力交瘁，得不偿失。
为什么不能认真一点呢？为什么总是浪费时间？浪费生命？以为自己活得潇洒轻松，从不委屈勉强，其实只不过像是一只小老鼠在黑暗的角落试图为自己筑起温暖的窝，一点点残羹剩饭就会使它眯起眼睛感到幸福而又满足。。。
吃得苦中苦，方为人上人。
我不贪心，只是希望能在那苦中加一点点糖罢了。真的，只有一点点而已。
alex November 08 photosjuz created 2 new photo albums
one is from dat 1-day trip to st.andrews on 22nd of oct...i went with holly, whos one of my best frenz now in edinburgh n wer also takin da same course (so if one of us skips da lectures, da other one can always take notes~)though dat day was a bit cloudy n chilly but st.andrews was really a nice lil town to talk ard, n we found soooo many cool shops n theres kinda candy called fruity nougat~~~dats sooo yumi~~~
the other one is wat i took for my en-suite accommodation in uni of edinburgh. funny dat they put me in one of da blocks of holland house~~~so when my frens ask me where i stayin, im always like~ im from holland~ n theyr gettin soooo confused haha~~
alex November 05 exams in one month...time flies
November 01 The SacramentSong: The Sacrament
Artist: H.I.M.
Lyrics:
I hear you breathe so far from me I feel your touch so close and real And I know My church is not of silver and gold, It’s glory lies beyond judgement of souls The commandments are of consolation oh You know our sacred dream won’t fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you I hear you weep so far from me I taste your tears like you’re next to me And I know That our prayers are not enough to give Oh the ancient runes so deep and so dear The revelation is our patron fear You know our sacred dream won’t fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you The sacrament is you The sacrament is you The sacrament is you The sacrament is you You know our sacred dream won’t fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you You know our sacred dream won’t fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you October 23 Sunset BoulevardSong: Sunset Boulevard
Artist: Joe (Michael Ball)
Sure I came out here to make my name Wanted my pool, my dose of fame Wanted my parking space at Warner's But after a year, a one room hell A murphy bed, a rancid smell Wallpaper peeling at the corners Sunset Boulevard, twisting boulevard Secretive and rich, a little scary Sunset Boulevard, tempting boulevard Waiting there to swallow the unwary Dreams are not enough to win a war Out here they're always keeping score Beneath the tan the battle rages Smile a rented smile, fill someone's glass Kiss someone's wife, kiss someone's ass We do whatever pays the wages Sunset Boulevard, headline boulevard Getting here is only the beginning Sunset Boulevard, jackpot boulevard Once you've won you have to go on winning You think I've sold out? Dead right I've sold out! I just keep waiting for the right offer Comfortable quarters, regular rations 24-hour Five Star room service And if I'm honest, I like the lady I can't help being touched by her folly I'm treading water, taking the money Watching her sun set... Well, I'm a writer! L.A.'s changed a lot over the years Since those brave gold rush pioneers Came in their creaky covered wagons Far as they could go end of the line Their dreams were yours, their dreams were mine But in those dreams were hidden dragons Sunset Boulevard, frenzied boulevard Swamped with every kind of false emotion Sunset Boulevard, brutal boulevard Just like you, we'll wind up in the ocean She was sinking fast, I threw a rope Now I have suits and she has hope It seemed an elegant solution One day this must end, it isn't real Still I'll enjoy a hearty meal Before tomorrrow's execution Sunset Boulevard, ruthless boulevard Destination for the stony-hearted Sunset Boulevard, lethal boulevard Everyone's forgotten how they started Here on Sunset Boulevard...! October 21 with one look...一周又忙忙碌碌地过去了。。。
周一，在Marks&Spencer发现了好吃的鸭肉卷，很正宗的烤鸭肉和黄瓜条还有一点点的葱，于是窗台上储存了好多～～～
 周三周四，为作这周的Assignment在Computer Lab里泡了10个多小时，发现了自己很多很多的不足。
 今天下午在HMV里花了70镑，买了HIM，McFly，Kelly，Michael Ball，Carmen，& Mozart。以后再也不带信用卡出门了～～～
 短暂的4天假期的第一个夜晚，一边喝牛奶一边听着Carmen，乐呵呵地盯着屏幕打字聊天，困了可以随时睡觉，好幸福啊～～～～～～～～
 alex
October 18 Somebody Told MeAritist: The Killers Song: Somebody Told Me Lyrics:
October 16 IncompleteArtist : Backstreet Boys Lyrics : Empty spaces fill me up with holes I've tried to go on like I never knew you Voices tell me I should carry on I've tried to go on like I never knew you I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go I've tried to go on like I never knew you Incomplete wakeup in the midnite.....confused about dreams and the reality整理课堂笔记，在maths base讨论问题，深夜赶论文。。。渐渐开始适应了，辛苦又快乐的学生生活。
真的很矛盾，这4年应该怎么过。是享受青春？还是为自己的未来奋斗？厌倦了在两者间找平衡，时时刻刻地计划。
再过一星期放秋假，虽然加上周末也只有4天，但还是很期待。本来计划回家的，但仅仅不到一个小时的旅程，居然要在伦敦转机等4小时，气愤！只好安慰自己：总回家是不会独立的。。。
 正在找一个适合的朋友一起去旅行。。。
alex October 12 about u ppls commentsall comments are going to be deleted in a day or two...this space is isolated...
 alex October 11 got 13 empty messages in the rain, ran back and hided in my room, crying...冷掉的Espresso好像中药。
James今天突然变得很严厉，以前以为他很好欺负的说
。恩，这学期的目标：得意大弟子，打倒臭屁的Christ～第一次没在课上打瞌睡，1秒种都没有！我想我爱上编程了，居然对着简单的Recursion流口水，恐怖。。。
刚刚对着Haskell的课本发呆半小时，一直在回忆凌晨找到的李昌镐的照片，现实和理想的差距真的是。。。让我不知所措。
又要熬夜了，想听凌晨的雨声。
alex
October 09 floating in the deep blue英文不是我的母语，所以用中文，只是希望忠实地记录自己的心情而已。不想严肃，只是叙述。本想把权限设置成私人，又觉得好笑，自己在故弄玄虚些什么。在这里的，只是心情而已，不保质，几天一篇，过期作废。
刚和一小学同学神侃了半天，准确的说，是一小时。最后我说，到此为止，6年不见，今天陪你罗嗦一小时，算对得起你了。
有些时候，也会心血来潮作些傻事。
比如现在。
alex
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